June Tenth Two Thousand & Ten 06/10/2010
Last night was my first night sleeping in the tree house. I feel as though I had an incredible full nights rest and had a bit of trouble waking up this morning.
When I did wake up I found myself incredible disturb by a dream I had been submerged in what felt like the entire night. I was bizarre, painful and clear as day. So clear, that it is now 2:30 p.m. and I can still remember every detail (unusual.)
It was Brawn and myself, we had just moved into our home and were buying it. There were still something we needed from a previous place I was living. There were two cats from my childhood at this old house. I gathered them in cat carriers. One of them was viscous, the other was very tiny. The old house I lived in was very cluttered. There was stuff everywhere.
After moving some of our things we went to the bar. I was outside the bar talking to friends and Brawn was inside. When I went inside to find him, he was sitting at the bar with some girl dancing on his lap. I was appalled. Felt like it was unusual behavior from him and questioned it.
The girl was defensive and snotty. I looked down and he had an erection. I pointed at it, angrily and said "what's THAT?"
After that Brawn character took on a whole new turn. He was a douche bag. Mean to me and the act of this left me in deep confusion and hurt.
I met up with Stephenie in the dream and one other friend that I can't remember now. I shared my story of what happened with them, crying. They consoled me.
Brawn broke the news to me later that he wanted to break up. I said, "what about the house we just bought?!" He shrugged it off and walked away.
I then called Heather who came over to comfort me and said, "well I guess we have to choose. Do we want to stay here or find somewhere else?" (Heather was planning on moving in with us.)
That is as much as I can remember of the dream.
So much of what came up is linear to my actual life right now (with the exception of everything that happened with Brawn.) I found it interesting how I reacted in the dream to the circumstances because if something like that were to actually transpire I would most likely be very pissed instead of crying.
Interpretation (from Dream Moods)
"To dream that your boyfriend or girlfriend is breaking up with you, indicates that your relationship is moving to the next level. In a way, it is an end to something; you are leaving some past behind. At the same time, it is the start of something new or better. It is important to remember that such a dream is not an omen that the relationship is not working out. As a relationship evolves and grows, it also changes."
Anyway, I am very thankful that was just a dream and nothing more. Still feeling a little nauseaous from it. Yuck.
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