May Twentieth Two Thousand & Ten 05/20/2010
I have so many thoughts and ideas swarming in my head. So much so that soon after I write a post for my blog, I want to start another one. But I figure I won't overwhelm you or myself and let things remain spaced out.
I know, that where I am is perfect. There is nothing wrong here. It is not "suppose" to be any other way then it is in this moment. But, I can't push aside the feeling that I am on the verge of discovering something along the lines of an epiphany.
I am sitting here, in limbo. I have been here for sometime now, at least since I came back from California. I am teetering on the edge of... no.... wait... I am so far from the edge of anything, I feel like I am wandering aimlessly in the desert.
There was a large portion of my life when I felt like I had something tremendous to offer the world and I knew exactly what that was.
In this moment, I can honestly say I have no idea what it is that I am suppose to make of myself.
So, for the time being, I am continuing to do what I have been doing. Creating workshops, leading them, traveling, etc. But is it what I really want? I am not sure. At the moment, all the hustle and bustle doesn't really resonate with me.
Who Am I?
What Am I here for?
How can I help others?
I feel somewhat ridiculous even asking those questions because I have the answers for them.
But when I say them now, I am asking on a deeper level. A level that I have never known before, I level I have no idea how to reach.
I will keep reading books that get me to a better place with myself and the world around me. I will keep leading workshops that help people and I will leave my heart wide open for the Universe's gifts.
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