I'm Being Haunted 10/25/2011
These past couple weeks I have been haunted.
No, I'm not talking about ghosts. (Though that would be a cool Halloween story.)
I'm referring to my emotions. My thoughts.
There have been breaks, moments of joy + happiness. Laughter.
But when the dust settles + I am alone with my thoughts,
there is a "thing" lurking in the shadows. Haunting me.
Up until today I have made it wrong. I have allowed the shadow to push me into a cave (mentally). I have beat myself up for letting it stay present in my life for this long.
I have done lots of things to try + make it go away.
It is clear to me now that what I really need is acceptance with the shadows. The lurking, haunting shadows.
On some level, I feel I must grant what it is they are requesting.
Hibernation. Moving slower. More alone time. Gentleness.
Today, I am done being afraid of what's lurking in my darkness.
I know that it is here to help me see the light.
I know that it will not consume me, but merely show me another way.
Today, I believe that the shadows can be my friend.
Afterall, there is no Yin without Yang,
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