My flowing juices of sparkle and delight 02/28/2012 2 Comments   Photo Taken By Lori Paquette I am in my 18th week of my first pregnancy.  Every week before this I experienced nausea, lack of energy and extreme depravation of creative abilities.  Not because I didn't have time or space to create, but because the force that usually drives my creative inspiration was no where to be found. It was almost as if my creativity heard I was having a kid, packed its bags and headed to somewhere tropical, like Hawaii.  I missed my normal spark. My flowing juices of sparkle and delight.  And then, last week, for whatever reason - my Light decided to come home from Hawaii and enter back into my consciousness. I woke up Friday morning with spunk! Dazzle! And delight!  It was beautiful. Looking back, I can see that I felt like that creative part of me was gone forever. Like this new me, that felt like shit all the time and had no energy was the person I would have to accept I had become.  And just the acceptance settled in and the resistance lifted - my creativity came back. Funny, huh?  Needless to say, I am relieved. No more sickness! Only sunny skies ahead as far as I can see. It feels really good to have my pep back again.  I'm looking forward to enjoying the rest of my pregnancy - after all, there's not THAT much time left! Eeep!   Comments Beth Moore link 02/28/2012 2:17pm Megan, I have been reading your accounts of your pregnancy these last several week with delight and amusement. Its not that I have no sympathy. I TOTALLY get the frustration and horror of losing your muse. I am on the complete other side of this thing- going through 50s hormonal changes and let me tell you - this happens on this end too. I have been blocked now for several months. We women get it coming and going, don't we? Hang in there girl. From what I understand from friends (I've never had a baby myself) you will start feeling like a million bucks from here on out. Hormones are powerful things…and just one the the many joys of being a goddess! Reply Megan Monique link 02/28/2012 3:10pm Hey Beth, Thank you so much for following my journey. It really means a lot to me. I'm glad that you can relate to the other side of the hormonal experience. Our muses shall always continue to find us when we are willing to be found! AND there is a lesson in it all. Reply Comments are closed.

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