My flowing juices of sparkle and delight 02/28/2012
I am in my 18th week of my first pregnancy.
Every week before this I experienced nausea, lack of energy and extreme depravation of creative abilities.
Not because I didn't have time or space to create, but because the force that usually drives my creative inspiration was no where to be found.
It was almost as if my creativity heard I was having a kid, packed its bags and headed to somewhere tropical, like Hawaii.
I missed my normal spark. My flowing juices of sparkle and delight.
And then, last week, for whatever reason - my Light decided to come home from Hawaii and enter back into my consciousness. I woke up Friday morning with spunk! Dazzle! And delight!
It was beautiful.
Looking back, I can see that I felt like that creative part of me was gone forever. Like this new me, that felt like shit all the time and had no energy was the person I would have to accept I had become.
And just the acceptance settled in and the resistance lifted - my creativity came back. Funny, huh?
Needless to say, I am relieved. No more sickness! Only sunny skies ahead as far as I can see. It feels really good to have my pep back again.
I'm looking forward to enjoying the rest of my pregnancy - after all, there's not THAT much time left! Eeep!
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